Sort of don't even want summer to come

Wow haven't blogged for so long, but yay the ℗ is for winnie passing her theory test! hahahah she was so worried bless, finished all 500 questions in about one day... because she didn't wanna fail, wow-motivation much! aah speaking of driving, having my first driving lesson in ages on friday! hmm weird that i'm feeling nervous but waaa cba anymore, just wanna pass argghh!!


I just want a job as well, why does noone wanna employ me? eeeeeeek gunna be such a boring summer looking for a part time job and work experience and driving every minute of every hour of every day so that i can pass my driving test! Ahhh then results day is going to be the worst thang, and applying for ucas and writing personal statements!! How am i meant to even do that when i don't know what subject i wanna study. This is why i hate being indecisive, so unhelpful.


Caught up with Mel, Risa, Daph and Winnie though last week which was good! Hadn't seen Mel for like 10months pahaha, actually ridiculous seeing as in HK '10 i saw her almost everyday :( ONLY ONE YEAR LEFT WOOOHOO! Really fancy dim sum now as well~ Aww Winnie is actually the best hahahah i was so late for my train and because i had to get back for a friend's bday thang as well as get a lift back home, she ran with me (well i dragged her with me) halfway back to the station, down oxford street muahah then she gave me instructions all the way back to picadilly st hehe

Travel to London is so damn expensive man! WHY!? The trains aren't even efficient, late every time pfft! Ohh mine Beth and Lucy's french exchanges are coming over from Aix on the last week of school! Could be fun as we've planned stuff we can do; 1) Take them to London for touristy things-Big ben, London eye, Tower of London, Buckingham Palace, Museums etcetc... as well as shopping obviously in Camden Market, Oxford St, M&M world Covent garden maybe... 2) Cycle to bushy park if the weather is nice, or Hampton Court/Kingston would be good! 3) They're gunna come into our french lessons then Beth Lucy and I will just jam with them, and watch a film or something, and on the last day we're probs just going to chill and do whatever and in the evening go for a Nandos and whoever else wants to join, can! Going to be a mad busy week, as I have work experience the week starting the 9th and as they are coming on the 13th, which is the friday, I will probably only finish at 5, but not sure yet! Kinda scared ahahah gunna be with all these old work people, and what am i menna do when it's lunch time... gunna be so lonely...

School is so mentally and physically draining i don't even understand how! For the whole past two months i'd been revising for exams and even the study leave and half term after that i was feeling alright, but the first week back to school i feel.dead. Everyday after school i come home to have a cheeky energy nap muahaha but ahh well life goes on

Waoooooow.... so much screaming over football ahahah really not seeing the appeal... although not gunna lie... it is strangely interesting to watch sometimes! Ronaldo is agile, daayum! Football is so cheeky, they're allowed to tug at each other pssh! Slyly violent ahaha

Hmm need a haircut this week too, dunno whether to go for a fringe or not... awkward if i get one and it completely does not suit me! :s but then again, my hair doeso grow pretty quick! Maybe i'll just get a longish one so that i can just hide it if it looks silly pahahah. Likewise i really wanna buy myself a pair of docs but i'm scared they won't suit me and it'll just be sucha waste of money!! eeeek maybe i'll just save up after i do get a job (explore learning)*cross fingers

AND WHY CAN IT NOT JUST BE SUNNY ALREADY! IT'S JUNE jeeeeeeeez not winter grrr
Great now i have a sore throat instead fml.

lalala ♥